[He knows he's being irrational in many ways, but perhaps being irrational was better than facing certain things. He had been quite fine with just being himself and it didn't bother him if others didn't like him for who he is. That is to say, it didn't matter until it was someone where it did matter.
Newt was completely oblivious that others also were interested in him. He had simply just been so deeply hurt before that it never occurred to him that not only one, but multiple people seemed to be interested in him.]
Wha-
[Ah. Ah. Newt can only really think about how soft Percival's lips were against his very own (which it occurs to him are very chapped). He can only feel the way his stomach flutters and he has all but forgotten to breath. The way he almost immediately melts into that gentle kiss and lets his eyes flutter closed.
He can't help but follow the other a little when they pull away; eyes blinking open.
Well...he certainly can't deny that the other doesn't have affections for him at this point.]
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[He knows he's being irrational in many ways, but perhaps being irrational was better than facing certain things. He had been quite fine with just being himself and it didn't bother him if others didn't like him for who he is. That is to say, it didn't matter until it was someone where it did matter.
Newt was completely oblivious that others also were interested in him. He had simply just been so deeply hurt before that it never occurred to him that not only one, but multiple people seemed to be interested in him.]
Wha-
[Ah. Ah. Newt can only really think about how soft Percival's lips were against his very own (which it occurs to him are very chapped). He can only feel the way his stomach flutters and he has all but forgotten to breath. The way he almost immediately melts into that gentle kiss and lets his eyes flutter closed.
He can't help but follow the other a little when they pull away; eyes blinking open.
Well...he certainly can't deny that the other doesn't have affections for him at this point.]
Oh. [Eloquent.]